rising from the ground

Title: unspoken in silence
Author: freakykat
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4575
Beta: Thanks to escapes for her beta skills of awesome.
Pairing: Luke/Noah
Disclaimer: This is fake. Do not sue me. I own nothing.
Kink: silence
Notes: For my dearest Mayah who squees with me about boys from Oakdale, boys from Camelot, men from England and nerdy boys from movies about other nerdy boys. I love you so very much. ♥ So, here, smutty boys for ju!!!! Title from Kris Allen's "Bring It Back."

Fill in for kink_bingo card's prompt: silence.

( Noah feels the back of his neck flush, knows someone is looking at him. )

Someday I hope to finish all my WIP's. ALL OF THEM.

(But most of all Kradam, Nuke and Brian/Justin!)

Also, I will *not* write Jesse/Andrew RPF or Mark/Eduardo Fictional RPF or Seddie fic.

I refuse this.

Title: take this cover up (3/3)
Author(s): freakykat
Rating: R
Characters: Luke Snyder/Noah Mayer, Noah Mayer/OMC, Luke Snyder/OMC
Word Count: 5860
Disclaimer: Don't own the boys, unfortunately. No money made. Not even a little bit. Not even at all.
Summary: Noah is getting married. Luke is hiding some truths.
Author’s Notes: I have no idea. It's this song's fault. I apologize profusely. There is...angst. Thanks to noelleleithe for the beta. Mad ninja skills, that one. Song and lyrics from "Congratulations" by Blue October feat. Imogen Heap. Sorry for the delay. Hope it's worth it. :)

1. my chance of being open is broken...
2. my heart, my pain won't cover up...




( 3. I wanted to give you something I’ve been wanting to give to you for years…my heart. )

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Title: take this cover up (1/3)
Author(s): freakykat
Rating: R
Characters: Luke Snyder/Noah Mayer, Noah Mayer/OMC, Luke Snyder/OMC
Word Count: 1950
Disclaimer: Don't own the boys, unfortunately. No money made. Not even a little bit. Not even at all.
Summary: Noah is getting married. Luke is hiding some truths.
Author’s Notes: I have no idea. It's this song's fault. I apologize profusely. There is...angst. Thanks to noelleleithe for the beta. Mad ninja skills, that one. Song and lyrics from "Congratulations" by Blue October feat. Imogen Heap

( 1. my chance of being open is broken... )


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Title: spinning sideways into place - One of Three
Author(s): freakykat
Rating: NC-17
Characters/Pairings: Luke Snyder/Noah Mayer

Summary: This isn't the life he was meant to have.


( Part One )


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Title: spinning sideways into place - Part Three of Three
Author(s): freakykat
Rating: NC-17
Characters/Pairings: Luke Snyder/Noah Mayer

Summary: This isn't the life he was meant to have.

|Part One|
|Part Two|


( Part Three )

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Title: along for the ride
Author: freakykat
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1880
Pairing: Luke/Noah
Disclaimer: This is fake. Do not sue me. I own nothing.
Kink: voyeurism
Notes: Written for la_fours birthday surprise and can be found on The Kinks Project community dirty30kinks4_t. Thanks to noelleleithe for her beta skills of awesome. Also fills in my Wild Card spot for kink_bingo, which is why I'm posting it apart from the other two kinks done for Tonya!

( That was his problem. His constant bad choice in boyfriends who were lying liars who lied. )

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It's back finally! Sorry about the delay and to anyone that is wanting to read this still, check out the author's note about new posting schedule.


banner made by kari77 - thank you so much, sweetie!


Title: Find Your Way Through Me
Author: freakykat
Rating: NC-17
Chapter: Chapter Twelve
Pairing: Luke/Noah, some other surprise pairings
Summary: Where there is darkness, find your way through me.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything.
Beta: The phenomenal and wonderful noelleleithe who has steadily and patiently been kicking my ass to finish this.
W/C: 3925
Warnings: MAJOR ANGST, some character death, violence
Author’s Note: Hey guys, sorry about the three month delay. Big Bang kicked my ass. However, since the new NaNo is just around the corner I will be posting at least one chapter every Sunday (possibly more) until it's finally all up. Thanks for the patience.
Story Notes: Found in Chapter One.

All chapters found here.



( Luke leaned his head back, watching the stars appear in the night sky and he took another sip of Emma’s hot chocolate. It could cure everything. )

Title: I have burned my tomorrows
Author: freakykat
Rating: R
Characters/Pairings: Chris Hughes/Reid Oliver
Warnings: cheating (heh!), angst
Word count: 685

Summary: It wasn't supposed to be this way again.

Author's notes: So, I have no idea. This just, like, happened. I blame my NukeBigBang, really. Also...probably be more in this verse but NO promises. For frances_veritas. Beta by the awesome noelleleithe and wouldbedorothy who both told me I wasn't crazy (at least not cause of this! :D). Title from the song "Burn My Shadow".

I have burned my tomorrows


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Title: All The Things We Never Were
Author(s): freakykat
Artist: wouldbedorothy
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Don't own the boys, unfortunately. No money made. Not even a little bit. Not even at all.
Characters/Pairings: Luke Snyder/Noah Mayer, Luke Snyder/Reid Oliver, Noah Mayer/OMC, other surprise along the way.
Word Count: 43, 200
Warnings: Angst, drug use, non-con/violent images
Spoilers: None that I know of.
Summary: After the death of his father, Luke Snyder breaks apart, losing himself and everything he loves. Admitting he needs help and recovering from his illness, he pushes away the man he loved. Through years and lovers and heartbreaks and tears, Noah is Luke's one constant, best friend and biggest supporter.

Noah Mayer decided long ago that if he could only be Luke's friend then he would take that position happily. Over years of struggles and joys and surprising twists, he finds that the life he has - and the daughter he is raising - are missing the very thing he is afraid of wanting - Luke.

Can these two men find a way past the pain and fear to find their happiness again?

Author’s Notes: This is kinda ridiculously late. So, I'm sorry. Hope it's worth it. I have a few people to give a shout out to: thanks to ladysonsie for taking a first look at this and telling me it didn't suck. To noelleleithe for being the awesome and patient beta she is and kicking my ass all the way to the end. My love, tsarcasm for editing the shit out of it and cheerleading.

So much love and thanks to my artist wouldbedorothy for the kick ass fanmix. You guys need to hear how well it goes with the story oh my god, and all the pretty art. Oh, and for helping me find CJ! ;) Make sure to leave her nice feedback here.

Original idea for the story was inspired by Britney Spears “Out From Under” (no, really). Partial lyrics below. Full lyrics can be found here.

Link to Art Master Post: All The Things We Never Were Art



I don't wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When I'm out from under
I don't wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
I'll get it all figured out
When I'm out from under

|Prologue|Part One|Part Two|Part Three|Part Four|Part Five|Part Six|Epilogue|

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