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Title: Rush (What Is Undone universe)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] freakykat
Character: Luke/Noah
Rating: R
Word Count: 575
Summary: It's not loud. It never is anymore.
Disclaimer: Don't own anyone or anything
Author's Notes: Written for [livejournal.com profile] rei_chan013 as a prize for winning the 7/3 meme on my LJ. Prompt was: What Is Undone universe, sexyfristtime. Not exactly how it went but I hope you like, Rei. This takes places pretty much when the story ended. ♥ No beta. All mistakes mine. Feedback appreciated.




Rush

He can’t breathe.

The buzzing is starting at the back of his mind.

Noah inhales through his nose, mouth occupied with Luke’s, tongues dueling, slow and steady. No rush. There was never any rush. He feels Luke’s hands frame his face, thumbs rubbing cheeks and stubble. Their angle changes, he’s not sure which one of them shifted, and Luke drags his mouth up, licking at the edges of Noah’s, soft press of lips trailing down.

“No son of mine will be a fag, Noah.”

It’s not loud. It never is anymore.

Fingers delve into his hair, shooting pinpricks of electricity and want and need straight from his scalp all the way down to his toes. It’s familiar and new and awe-inspiring every single time. Noah thinks he’ll never get used to Luke touching him. He tightens his legs around Luke’s hips, rustling of their clothes loud even in the cacophony of moans and panting and love.

“You know it was wrong, Noah. That’s why you’re here.”

Love crushes against his chest, cutting off air and when Luke rolls forward, hardness pushing against Noah’s, he arches up, mouth tearing away, letting Luke’s name escape into the space between them. He hears his in return, slits eyes half-open, takes in Luke’s flushed face, eyes full of everything and Noah jerks up, catching them both by surprise.

“God loves you, Noah. Come back to him.”

Hands grip Luke, finding friction and heat, and Noah closes his eyes, lets it all go, feels that rush under his skin. The burning that he identifies with Luke covers every inch of him and he makes the saddest noise. Hears it mewl from the back of his throat. It wasn’t enough.

He stutters to a halt when he feels the loss of warmth, opens his eyes to stare up at Luke’s worried expression.

“Luke…what…?”

“Hey.” Luke wipes at the tear rolling down Noah’s cheek. “We don’t have to do anything.”

He starts to pull off and Noah’s heart drops, hands grab Luke, push him back down.

“Don’t.”

Luke stares at him and waits.

Luke always waits. Noah loves him so much for that it sometimes hurts. “I just…it’s happening again.”

Luke studies his face, smiles softly as he wraps his arms around Noah, legs straddling Noah’s hips, and burying his face in Noah’s chest, squeezes. “You know, there’s no rush.”

“I know.” Noah tucks his head down, rubs his chin on Luke’s damp hair, and breathes Luke in. “I don’t want them to win.”

The quiet stretches around them and Noah’s scared to look down, not sure what he will see in Luke’s eyes. He opens his mouth to say something when he feels the words tumble against his skin.

“I love you.”

Noah stops breathing.

“You love me?”

That one is easy.

“I love you more than you will ever know.”

He feels the grin that Luke gives and smiles at the ceiling.

“They still talking?”

Noah nods, closes his eyes and waits.

“You’re still touching me. You love me. You’re here with me.”

The words are soft, spoken into his skin, carved there permanently.

Noah smoothes hands downs Luke’s back, gently circles across shoulders, and nods again. “They’re still talking.” He leans down, kisses Luke’s hair. “I’m just not listening anymore.”

Luke sighs, tightens his hold, and kisses him on the shoulder, through his shirt, sending ripples of electricity through him. “Then, they’re not winning.”

Noah smiles.

“I guess not.”

Date: 2009-10-23 11:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] samurailatoya.livejournal.com
This was tender and intense and hot and all that good stuff. Loved it <3333333333

Date: 2009-10-26 01:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] freakykat.livejournal.com
Thank you so much. I really do love this verse. :)

Date: 2009-10-23 11:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com
GAHHH.

That's insane. That's actually one of the best things ever.

The burning that he identifies with Luke covers every inch of him and he makes the saddest noise.

The words are soft, spoken into his skin, carved there permanently.

Are you kidding me with this gorgeousness??? Perfect.

Date: 2009-10-26 01:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] freakykat.livejournal.com
::HUGS::

Thank you so much!!!

:D

Date: 2009-10-24 02:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tsarcasm.livejournal.com
“Then, they’re not winning.”

Total yay.

Date: 2009-10-26 01:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] freakykat.livejournal.com
\o/!!!!!!!!!!!!

Date: 2011-08-31 01:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tsarcasm.livejournal.com
Still love this epilogue type thingy and wish it was longer (but when do I not?) Mostly I love how hard Noah is working at over coming the demons in his mind. Such a work ethic, that one. ;o)

Date: 2009-10-24 12:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shadownyc.livejournal.com
That was such a lovely, tender, and intimate moment.

Date: 2009-10-26 01:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] freakykat.livejournal.com
Thank you so much. Glad you enjoyed. :)

Date: 2009-10-24 04:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shenova.livejournal.com
That was sweet there love will take on anything.

Date: 2009-10-26 01:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] freakykat.livejournal.com
Yes, it will. :) Thank you!

Date: 2009-10-26 12:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] plumduff.livejournal.com
I don't even know these two very well but this was lovely. ♥

Date: 2009-10-26 01:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] freakykat.livejournal.com
Oh, thank you, J. ♥ I love the universe this is set in so I'm glad it came out well. :)

Date: 2009-10-26 01:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rei-chan013.livejournal.com
Yay! I thought I would be more disappointed without the sexy but the emotions envoked are more than enough. See that is why I read and you write! Huzzah!

Date: 2009-10-26 01:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] freakykat.livejournal.com
YAY! That makes me happy that it works for you. Thank you!

Date: 2011-04-08 01:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] karen-jk.livejournal.com
I like the way Noah is still haunted, because he would be, after what he went through at that place.

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