FIC: Feeling (ATWT, Luke/Noah, Noah POV)
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freakykatTitle: Feeling (Companion piece to Letting Go)
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freakykat
Time Frame: Um...now? Or at least Monday. :)
Word Count: 280
Summary: Noah breaks.
Rating: That scene should be R cause jesus. But, PG-14.
Warnings: Not a damn one.
A/N: So um...after watching that sneak peek eleventy billion times, um, this happened. It is so dedicated toshizumaslover cause I love her. SEE LESLIE! TOLD YA I WASN'T WRITING NOTHING!
Disclaimer: I own none of this - they belong to P&G, CBS and others. I only play with them a little. Once I'm done, I'll dust them off and give them back.
Feeling
“But the truth is you’re just too scared to let anyone get close to you!”
And that’s when it all stopped, his mind screeching to a halt, and Noah couldn’t breath because...
That was it. That was it right there.
“Why are so scared, Noah?”
He heard his own denial , soft and wavering, but it echoed in his head as a lie. Because he was scared of everything. Of how much he loved him. Of being left alone again. Of wanting too much. Of not being enough.
He looked away but they kept coming. Luke’s words. Luke’s questions. He was shaking now. All the answers thrumming under his skin. Unable to say them. He couldn’t say them.
And Luke was still talking…still peeling away at his defenses, throwing punch after punch, pushing, yanking…and he felt it cracking open. All those things he kept inside. All the love and want and need….leaking, boiling over...
His eyes fell to Luke’s mouth, almost seeing the words, literally, float out into the air between them, they were so powerful. Eyes blazing at him, digging in deep like they always had and he felt that tug, tug, tug that pulled him to Luke. That thread between them and when Luke looked up at him, pained and needing, yelling at him to let it all go...
He was on Luke before he realized, hands delving into soft hair, his mouth crushing, waiting...and then he felt Luke clutching, warm hands and breath, felt Luke melt against him, and he breathed him in, pulling away and when he went back in, Luke was already there, breathy sigh and Noah gave in…tasted again...
He let go.
End.
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So yeah. More stuff. :)
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Author:
freakykatTime Frame: Um...now? Or at least Monday. :)
Word Count: 280
Summary: Noah breaks.
Rating: That scene should be R cause jesus. But, PG-14.
Warnings: Not a damn one.
A/N: So um...after watching that sneak peek eleventy billion times, um, this happened. It is so dedicated to
shizumaslover cause I love her. SEE LESLIE! TOLD YA I WASN'T WRITING NOTHING!Disclaimer: I own none of this - they belong to P&G, CBS and others. I only play with them a little. Once I'm done, I'll dust them off and give them back.
Feeling
“But the truth is you’re just too scared to let anyone get close to you!”
And that’s when it all stopped, his mind screeching to a halt, and Noah couldn’t breath because...
That was it. That was it right there.
“Why are so scared, Noah?”
He heard his own denial , soft and wavering, but it echoed in his head as a lie. Because he was scared of everything. Of how much he loved him. Of being left alone again. Of wanting too much. Of not being enough.
He looked away but they kept coming. Luke’s words. Luke’s questions. He was shaking now. All the answers thrumming under his skin. Unable to say them. He couldn’t say them.
And Luke was still talking…still peeling away at his defenses, throwing punch after punch, pushing, yanking…and he felt it cracking open. All those things he kept inside. All the love and want and need….leaking, boiling over...
His eyes fell to Luke’s mouth, almost seeing the words, literally, float out into the air between them, they were so powerful. Eyes blazing at him, digging in deep like they always had and he felt that tug, tug, tug that pulled him to Luke. That thread between them and when Luke looked up at him, pained and needing, yelling at him to let it all go...
He was on Luke before he realized, hands delving into soft hair, his mouth crushing, waiting...and then he felt Luke clutching, warm hands and breath, felt Luke melt against him, and he breathed him in, pulling away and when he went back in, Luke was already there, breathy sigh and Noah gave in…tasted again...
He let go.
End.
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So yeah. More stuff. :)
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Date: 2009-01-11 01:38 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-01-11 08:58 pm (UTC)*claps*
Thank you!
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Date: 2009-01-11 01:52 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-01-11 09:00 pm (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: 2009-01-12 03:09 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-01-12 07:03 am (UTC)Thank you!
I ♥ you, too!
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Date: 2011-09-15 06:17 am (UTC)he felt that tug, tug, tug that pulled him to Luke. That thread between them
I love this line, the idea of being tied to another human being.